Solitude, Perfect Solitude

Solitude can be both dreary and blissful. The only thing that differentiates it, is time and experience. I never thought about it before, I was within my comfort zone and could be alone or with family and be equally happy. It did not matter to me, but it wasn’t so anymore. I realized I was…

Jiye Ma​

Kahile kahin ma soch chu, mera ti aasha merai rahena. Andhakar ma ho, ya shunyata ma khai, thiyen ma, thiyen ma. Ashwashan dindai, ankha chimlandai khoji hindaichu ma. Soche jhai katai huncha ki aasha ma. Aaafai magna bhayechu, aaafnai sapna ma dubi rahanda. Paunchu paundina, I dont know a thing, tara jiye ma, jiye ma, jiye ma, jiye ma. P.S. A short…

Day 22: Turned 27​

WOW… I skipped 5 days of my journal and I am back on my birthday. I turned 27 today. All of us have experienced highs and lows. Many a times we feel helpless, sometimes deserving, othertimes incompetent. 27 years, mixbag of cries and smiles, but mine to live and own. I remember a line from…

Day 21

It has been a while I have not written an informative article. Finally, tomorrow is SATURDAY, and I am planning to write a full article on Self-Objectification, based on a research I had conducted back in Nepal for my Masters. But normally saturdays include: Cleaning Laundry Cooking And a bit of relaxation Luckily, I only…

Day 20

Today, I watched a wonderful movie ‘LION’. It made me cry. Based on a true story, I wonder how hard it must have actually been for the family in real life. A beautiful movie about life, love and family.   In love with Nicole Kidman and Dev Patel (junior and senior). I recommend everyone to…

Day 19: Home

Home. No matter how much fun you had outside, nothing feels as good as getting back home. The moment I reach my apartment, I relax and this feeling is involuntary. In a matter of five months, this apartment has turned into my heavenly abode. I have always loved having an indoor plant and as expected,…

Day 18

Is normal ok? following the same routine everyday, with little to change. same experiences, nothing new to learn. the addiction to normal, safe and easy life. Why so? and how do we recognize the danger of getting stuck in this cycle? a vicious cycle of waste, a waste of our time, resource and creativity. can…

Day 17 :)

As I struggle to decide on what to right, I ask my husband to help me out. Guess what he says? “Write about me, write about how much I love you, how I cook for you, how I always agree with you, how supportive I am and how I am such a good husband”, he…

Day 16

Today’s journal is a bi-monthly review of my self-discipline practice.  Developing a habit takes time and your forever enemy (laziness) is always on the move to attack and conquer you. Many a times, it did. Reviewing is good, helps me get back on track. Well now it may seem small but if I am able…

Day 15: To my brothers and sister!

I know brothers are the most annoying people a sister can ever have and I grew up surrounded by six brothers and a sister, each with their unique traits of annoyance.  Today I feel like documenting bits of my experiences with each one of them. They, each and everyone, has an irreplaceable place in my…

Day 14: Hate Test

Sometimes I wonder, why exams make people so anxious. It is a known fact that by the time one is in their mid-twenties, they will have experienced more than a 100 exam situation. Yet, the feeling remains; the cold, shivery, uncomfortable, nervous feeling before hitting the test center. Isn’t it strange that despite age, one…

Day 13

After days of shivering cold, today was a warm day, sunny and shining. 😎 People poured in to coffee shop to get a hand of cold coffee, smiles on thier face. It was such a pleasant day, reminded all of a spring season. Nothing much to share but the rays of warmth we all bostonian…